I feel calm, peaceful, relaxed and stress-free in this office! having no one in the office, answering phone calls, doing confirmation, receiving confirmation, preparing paperwork for the logistics to be done for the event, chatting wth motorbike dealer (it makes me feel my job is like a hotline to help people search for things they have no idea where to find, something similar to yellowpages?), calling mall to ask for quote, eating curry puffs for lunch, reading my book whenever i had time to squeeze in between, passing cheques to those who came, and here stoning hard that there's no mails/ phone calls coming in to ask for quotation... as i'm knocking off in an hour and one half-hour time... actually my job is more than a 9-5 job. first, the official knock off hour is at 1830... however, you are encouraged to go off on-time... then you might have endless nights of OT-ing just to do paperwork (isn't that worst than 9-5 job!?) aww.... i just prefer to spend time out running the event itself... but like what boss always says if you don't go thru those papers, you will nv be able to plan well, get everything together on the day of the event...

let's not bother about my work (or rather i not bothering about my dislikes), i just can't wait to get home to finish reading my book. i love reading books. can someone just paid me to do reading?

shall be back tonight, continue to blog about a few topics i have stopped for ages. it's collecting dust and spider cobs now...

i had a bad day!

re-writing and re-writing a concept writeup..... just because my boss isnt satisfied...
after the forth time, i gave up.. i called for help... i got birdie to help me edit it before i sent off to her again...
sighs... i'm pretty stressed up and depressed.... one whole day was just spent editing on this one and a half page writeup... i felt damn useless or dumb... why can't i just write sth to please her... and why cant she tell me in the beginning that the sequence is wrong until i edited for like the forth time then she tell me...

not going home early today as i got to stay for the accountant tonight... i don't mind but hoping she can leave early... i want to have peace in the office! i wanna read my story book (the title is where rainbows end)! i enjoyed reading it! i wanna know the ending! can i just heck care her and read it in the office now since it's after office hours.... will she say anything... will she think im so free and throw me tons of work to do again (last week i was rushing like mad to complete 6 proposals and i got to run an event somemore!)... im having phobia.... workaphobia... if there's such a word....

the song 'Bad Day' keeps playing in the back of my mind... guess the only good and nice stuff happened today was the book i read.

heck care... i decided to go ahead to read my book.... guess what my boss says.... free go watch video la.....
wtf.... it's after office hour and i can't get to choose what i like to do.... probably she shld ask me watch video during office hours.... she's pissing me off.... i just got wait to look forward to the day im leaving (that will be somewhere in may..... GEEEE

i got really freaked out when i heard from the news. please refrain from using the contact lens solution as they discovered that those that have eye infection, are using this brand and they are doing research now.
i'm like what the fark! i have been using this solution the day i started using contact lens and it's like 5 years ago. i start to worry what if i got that so-called eye infection which lead me to blindness... from seeing an array of colours to a pitch of darkness. i'm starting to have phobia. i told myself i should stop using lens and wear specs. but hold on! my specs aint decent, i need a new pair of specs and im getting fussy in choosing one. since being a vain pot, i took a gamble, risking my eyes in putting on my contact lens to work and until now i havent got a pair of new specs. *sighs*
but later i realized why am i being so silly and paranoid, i have already switched to a brand new solution and a pair of new disposable lens. i'm going to be extra careful (not allowing myself to wear lens to sleep) and i'm not going to be blind.

i would say this solution really did frighten me... period.

New member to jazzy's crib



let's welcome mr piglet! he is the one whom i hug to sleep since last night. i love him! it's so nice that in the morning the first thing when i woke up i saw him smiling at me.

Groom My Room - to have a small photo gallery



what i have to do:

- find nice and pretty frames
- developing pretty pictures

Jazzy's Wish List 2006 is OUT!

to get a preview, click here

the link is most suitable for the following people:

1. those who wishes to please me or wants me to be happy
2. those who owes me a gift
3. those who are scratching their head trying to figure out what to buy for my 21st birthday

please note it's just a reference for everyone only. :)

it will be updated whenever i got them either myself or that someone. :D

"A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails."
-unknown

note to birdie and sasa:
thanks for all the love you girls have showered me especially this one whole year. you girls not only brought me laughter, but giving me advise if i ever need one, always listening me cursing and swearing without complaining (or maybe you girls did and i didn't know that :p). you girls are the ones who saw the ugly side of me (when i was drunk, shh... don't ever tell anyone the story), you girls are the ones who i always wish to spend my day with (regardless of bitching, shopping, clubbing, drinking, stoning, etc.), you girls are just precious gems to me! I LOVE YOU GIRLS AND LIKE THE OLD SAYING, LET'S BE FRIENDS FOREVER!

note to liyi:
babe... where have you been! haven't really see you for a long while! must be enjoying urself in malaysia ya! well well... you are the bubbly cute girl in our crowd. altot you are the eldest, but you seems to be the youngest! haha... I LOVE YA SO PLEASE COME BACK SOON! DON'T MAKE ME MISS YOU SO MUCH K!

note to yunjiang:

hey sweetie... don't think you will read my blog, however there's still a note for you! altot we don't mit often but bear in mind, no matter you have us always here for you anytime! always wanted to give you a surprise at your workplace, but no fate leh... either you are not working or by the time i intend to drop by, the shop is closed. nvm... i believe one day i'm able to drop by to surprise you!

"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."
- Richard Bach

friends for more than 10 years. how time flies... once we were just innocent kids... now all grown up... marsudi is studying in mel... ben going goldcoast to study... and me? burying in books again too! let's hope the next time we meet we will have lots more to talk!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL!
more messages to Jazzy's friends in the upcoming posts.

how to be a taitai part 1

tips:
* make sure the salesgirl at the boutique recognizes you
* your daddy voluntarily to sponsor you a LV bag

lastly... let's take a look what should be in that LV bag...



- a Medical Certificate (to prove that i'm unfit for work on 10 Feb '06)
- a cosmetics pouch (a Lavender lip gloss, blusher, blusher brush, loose powder compact, eye color pencil)
- mp3 player
- gold pouch (to put coins and notes)
- Dior cardholder (to put all discount cards, UOB cards, ID, ezlink)
- mango shades
- house keys
- tissue paper
- movie tickets
- samsung mobile phone
- nokia mobile phone

how to be a taitai part 2

tips:
* get one or two friends and have tea
* bitching over at a cafe

let's take a look at the taitai affair...



from left to right: rose tea, jasmine tea, lavender tea



the taitais....

for updates of my birthday plan, click here

New Year is all about angbaos, mahjong, poker cards, eat/food, clubbing/drinking, retail therapy/shopping, late nights

will load photos in soon. stay tune.