sitting here don't really know what to blog
or what's on mind

for half year of working, i realized i became weak
and never ending complains
actually she wan't that bad
she treats me good most of the times
buying me stuffs unlike others will
and all i do was complain i don't like it
i felt bad but can't help it
that bad temper of hers just pissed me off
they overwrite all the good stuffs she did
and that's how i start to dislike her

so that was work

now back to my life, quite drastic change
no more clubbing
chilling and drinking was lessen too
friends seem to be lesser too
shopping became alone too
more of a loner now
other than work, im home slacking
i lost myself
i don't enjoy life as much as i was in school

sighs...

love...
im still not prepared to settle down..
i rather have flings or crushes here and there
i make it a distance whenever someone is good to me
i don't wanna hurt anyone or anyone to hurt me

memories...
with certain someone is still fresh and sweet

I'M A PAMPERED PRINCESS!

for a day, i feel like a princess! took off yesterday... or rather was force to clear a day leave by my boss...
but still early in the morning, i feel like there's no difference... supplier still call me... i had to open my office's laptop to send confirmation... dan finally BIRDIE SMSED us! she's back in action again! yeah... so we went to do what a girl should do! it was a long time read on a bus.... the feeling was great! met birdie at Raffles to go pick up the cards from sa... dan we took a train to town... ate ramen... then walked round far east... birdie bought a necklace... while me? promised myself to give myself a good treat... i bought a pair of ear rings and shoes!

next we headed to adidas... i saw this pink adidas tee... was so sweeeeettt... nearly bought... but after trying... birdie and i tot the material was too thin and not worth that $79.... yeah.... den we headed to wheelock.... bristenstock! i like the cherry sandals... still deciding whether to get it anot... anyway birdie eyed that pair of limited gold sandals... it's really nice.... hey bird! i think u shld buy la!

then we went over to topshop... nothing much... birdie bought a top.... haaa... so it was esprit, then mango, isetan orchard.... bought a makeup base... continued to guess, zara, m)phosis, watson.... birdie had bubble tea! oh gosh, it was so damn long since i last had bubble tea.... anyway... birdie had it only... i had my mango julius....

so the glutton addict bugs me... went to hereen old chang kee to buy a stick of sotong nuggets... dan went swatch... birdie bought a watch.... and then we went to real "pamperation" - manicure and pedicure! spent an hour there.... the ambience was so great that i felt so sleepy.... yawns.... then i bought a bra at fling! i want more bras from fling! *opps... giggles*

took cab down to bugis... need to talk to my supplier (actually he was my dad's cousin) about werk (see... on leave still got to talk about werk! sighs...) walked around bugis junction to shop... dan liyi came to join us... took cab down to esplanade to have dinner... nexy got to rush home... as i tot my mum get someone to come change the gate... who knows when i rush home.. the gate wasnt changed lor... that fella didnt come... sighs...

nevertheless... i enjoy my day with my girl! i cut short a lot as my eyes are in pain now... shall update again.. nite!

i'm stealing a lil of my working time to blog!
YES! that was how busy I am for the month of September
it was a total nightmare.
started off with starlight cinema. for 10 days, i have to be there. for those who have went, saw those messages on the screen. that was typed by ME! managing all the sms coming in and ensuring as many message to post onto the screen within that 1/2 hour was a challenge! and because of these sms/mms dedication thingy, i have to leave office at 4pm, rushed off to Padang, after the sms/mms dedication thingy, rushed back home to bathe, then went back to office to finish off my work. beside this starlight cinema, i have to handle Launch of Noise Singapore.
soon the starlight was over, then it came the preparation of the Launch of Noise Singapore. got 2 interns to help me with the RSVP. it was kind of extra work to me. tot that they can lessen my burden, who knows i am responsible to QC their phone etiqutte. *GOSH*
last Thursday was the launch of 98.7 flaunt. it was managed by my boss and not me. lucky thingy. able to enjoy the event without having any stress (as im not involved!). was a pity that sa couldn't join me and birdie went MIA. i miss my clubbing kakis.
last Friday it was the launch of Noise Singapore. finally over. but unpleasant stuffs happened. now i understand why everything has to be in black and white. that is how to protect yourself! after the event, my boss treated me with 2 glasses of Lychee Martini. well, that was what i deserved (i tot!)
this morning, my boss bought each of us a crumpler bag as a token for working hard for the company. well, i hope things don't end just here (more rewards and we will be happy. and also don't yell or stress us unnecessarily)
so now i'm back in my office, following up with other projects like Dinner and Dance, Family Day and Roadshow! pitching for a roadshow now, if my company is able to clinch the deal, i will have lots of work to do again.

i don't mind doing lots of work. but in the end, if your works are worth it is another issue. yes, that's salary issue. shallnt mention much here. if you guys catch up with me coffee next time, i will let you know.

to all my dearest friends, shall we mit up soon!!!! i need to adjust back my lifestyle. (",)