HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASTINA!

becoz of this stupid injury,

1) i cant go school. i am suppose to reduce my walking times to a minimum. this means:
- missing fm lecture which i dun want to, i need the lecture to understand the topic on bonds... sighs

- sad class, suppose to do the view product page and if there's error i got to consult the lecturer. oh well... hopefully when i do later there's no error. *fingers crossed*

2) i cant go for driving. cancelled 2 driving lessons. my plan to take the tp test will be delayed. 1 week without driving lessons... hope i better remember how to drive when i recover... and hope someone buy my tomorrow slot... if not i got to donate my money just to ssdc since i cant drive

3) tmrw will be so lonely. i cant go wedding dinner. so daddy and mummy will go. sis going chinese garden with her friends. dan wad shld i do at home? projects again? yucks.

sprained my ankle... was so pain that tears just started rolling down my cheeks out of control... wad an unlucky day todae....

i'm supposed to have my csb test now... but this module very good can online also... dunno why everyone is writing so long letters... my case study is to write an email to all students to persuade them to join the President Tunnel Challenge... oh well... an email is meant to be short rite? more over, students don't like lengthy emails too... hopefully my lecturer agrees with me too...
*yawns* monday blue.... gotta meet my client at his office in the evening... wonder wad time will i get to reach home... im missing home now... and oops... i dink i overcharge my video cam battery... i forgot to off the switch when i came out of the house... oh no! dun dink daddy knows if not he will kill me!!!
aiights... better act as if im dinking hard wad to write now... bye

i got a mp3player and video camcorder! *elated*

jazzy: "he's sexy. he's hot. i like his tattoo, and of course his muscular body. he just makes me drool" :p

life is dead without the Internet

i wish i lose my mind to be freed from reality for a day...

am i leading the life i always wanted
or am i a muppet with strings attached
do what i was told to

do i feel happy
often i question back
what is happy

where's the drive?
where's the encouragement?
where's the motivation?
where's the chance?
where's the love?
where? where? where?
im in a state of confusion

i don't have the freedom to love
i don't have the freedom to speak
i don't have the freedom to cry out loud

i was told to give up the one i love
i was told to keep my mouth shut and mind my own business
i was told to put a smile and show the laughter at all times

i am not me
i don't feel a single bit of me
the blood running in me ain't mine
neither does the heart beating in me
if i am not me
than who am i?
where am i?
when will i become me?
and why this happen?

was supposed to create the prototypes for ecp and my sad project... and i only managed to create one which is my sad project... who cares about the client... serve the client right! who ask him so demanded... dunno how to meet his expectations... hope joyce and hazel can design sth tat he likes! SO did u notice sth different about my website? yea... got a new layout... out of boredom when doing my prototype, played around with the pics i had and tada~~~ a new layout.... *yawns* now im feeling sleepy... but there's data flow diagram to draw yet... for both ecp and sad!!! holidays are boring and not usefully spend for leisure... all devoted to projects... need to find myself back... i need to relax and destress!!!!!!
oh well... no idea if zouk nite is on anot.... better there is... dan can have fun and everyone can relax... looks like our class is more close this semester... is it because everyone put aside their attitude problem? and am i one of them that has an attitude problem? it rings me a bell when kenny said i got attitude problem after doing the quiz test... oh well.... back to work.... ciao~~

all i have to do is stay focus... put in more efforts in those reports and projects... and i will be on the right track...

i wish i hope i dream... everything will come true...