after a long while, i finally get to eat bedok 85's bah chok mee wit mic and jon... hee... it was so yummilicious... i'm loving it... gonna go there more often after i come back from my trip... guess i'm gonna see miss singapore food during the one week trip to gold coast... doubt their chinese food will be as good as ours... dinner was great and also the photo taking session at the near-by playground... took lots of photos...

Here are a few of 'em:

what a day!
while opening my room door today, i slammed the door right onto my face... hit my left cheek... the gums hit onto my teeth... and my gums bled... darn! how careless i am... seriously i don't know how did i open my door... now my lips feel a lil swollen... *sobs* so pain some more... tat's the only happening event for today... got bored the whole afternoon tried to edit photos using fireworks... nothing special... no fun editing so i went on drawing and this was the only thing i draw.... it looks like a 5-year old kid drawing.. oh well... i'm not good in arts... seriously... i'm lousy in drawing...

finally... having a different saturday... tanny(gonna change calling u tanny instead of mic), wonny and zhenny came over my hse...
we played mahjong, dan cooked spaghetti for dinner, took fotos which cannot be exposed to the publics... hee.... and after tat back to mahjong again.... heee... and they taught me new game.... was fun!! heee.... they left at around 11 plus... poor zhenny was stuck at yck... coz she missed the last bus... now waiting for her dad to fetch her... and wonny managed to take the train to toa payoh onli.... in the end took cab home... and tanny is the most luckily one... now adi at home... heee... i had fun but too bad sammie couldnt come... awww... I MISS YOU GIRL!!!! next time u must come my hse and we play mahjong kay???

Meanwhile over at my hse today...
mahjong session

the forfeit

yummilicious spag

the original spaghetti we ate

the edited version [invented by tanny, wonny and me]


The sauce ingredient consists of Garlic, Tomato Sauce, Chilli Sauce, Peanut Butter, Basil Leaves, Rosemary Leaves, Orgeno Leaves, Sesame Oil, Sugar and A cup of Ribena...
Our guinea pig was Zhenny... she finished almost everything and said it was nice... so ppl u can adi gif it a try if u dare! lol...

well well, time flies fast... 3 more days and i'm flying... gonna miss lots of people... esp. jon.... coz by the time i come back he in ns le... no one to hear me whine and complain le... no one to cheer me up.... no one to listen to my sad story.... no one to accompany me thru those insomina nites... hai.... anyone willing to volunteer?

THIS SEMESTER IS THE MOST BADLY DONE SEMESTER!!!
with constant skipping of lessons, not putting in effort in preparing tests and exams, self-declared holidays... my grades are like shit! after 34 semesters in poly, i finally got a C... not only 1 but 2 somemore!!! can't believe i got a B for stats! tis is bad... i'm not doing well... how am i suppose to tell daddy and mummy...

Module grades are as follows:
Stats - B (wth... wad went wrong!!!)
Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity - C (shldnt have chosen this damn elective!)
Economics - B
Legal System and Contracts - C
Mobile Applications for Business - Dist (tot Edwin Lim looks feirce, but at least he gave me a dist not like vincent wong... kns)
Web Services Development - A (have tea wit u, Vincent Wong ar... u wait long la... din even manage to help me get a dist... dun act friendly wit me)
Report Writing and Presentation Skills - B

Last night was just happening... unsure who is drunk or not... but all i can say all of us are high except lia and vivi... the confirm drunk ones are monica and hazie... yeah... was clubbing night at Chinablack... we had too much... there's rum orange, whisky coke, whisky 7-up, volka ribena, volka lime, gin tonic.... woah... not really sure how much each of us had really drank... anyway it's free so who cares aye... lol... music wasn't good until 11 plus... going to mid-nite... yeah... they started to spin rnb songs... there were my favourite songs - where is the love, naughty girl, clap back, etc... was absolutely madess... but too bad vivi, lia, hazie and monica went off... leaving jast and me... but luckily jon was there... well... he was so sweet to look after the 2 of us... danks youuuuuu so much.... wait... dun be mistaken... we wun drunk yet... but very intoxicated.... wanna dance more and more and more... sadly, jon got us into a cab home at around 12 plus.... the 2 of us were talking and giggling on our way home... wondered did the uncle tot we were crazy or wad... came home... i cooked noodles... while jast chatted wit vivi online... we uploaded the fotos, sent to her... dan after eating and washing up, we went to sleep... haha.... tis is totally madness!!! and i wanna go one more time wit u gurls before the holiday ends!!! lurve ya girls!!!

altot i'm intoxicated... but i knew what i did last nite... and what i messaged you came from the bottom of my heart... dun ever tell me how you feel... i just dun wanna noe...

Semestral Examination Results
for 2003/2004 semester 2

Chua Jia Min Jasmine
DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (E-BUSINESS MANAGEMENT) STAGE 2B FULL-TIME

:)Congratulations! You have been promoted to the next stage of your course

You have been awarded Distinction(s) for the following module(s):

Module Code	Module Name
BA0250	MOBILE APPLICATIONS FOR BUSINESS

You have passed in the following module(s):

Module Code	Module Name
BA0150	STATISTICS FOR BUSINESS
BA0201	UNDERSTANDING CROSS CULTURAL DIVERSITY
BA0208	ECONOMICS
BA0221	LEGAL SYSTEM AND CONTRACTS
BA0251	WEB SERVICES DEVELOPMENT
LC0912	REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION SKILLS

Review: Fortunately, no sub papers... but sadly, one distinction only... what the hell happen to my Web Services Development... *sighs* now gotta wait for 28 may to see how i fare... the grades are not out yet... SP very troublesome leh... really praying hard for Legal System and Contracts, Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity and Economics... Time flies... going to be in Year 3 the coming new semester... i feel so old...

Say Good-Bye to C200


And let's welcome E200 :)

7 Days Gold Coast with Dolphin Experience

Day 1 Singapore - Brisbane
Assemble at Singapore Changi Internation Airport(Terminal 1) for the flight to Brisbane.

Day 2 Brisbane - City Tour - Moreton Island - 4WD Sand Safari Tour - Hand-feed Wild Dolphins
Upon arrival, proceed on a City Tour to discover the real Brisbane with its impressive high-rise buildings, blending harmoniously with the elegant sandstone of yesteryear. Next, head to Holt Street Wharf to board a high speed catamaran for a 75-min leisure cruise to Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort on Moreton Island. In the afternoon, go on a 4WD Sand Safari Tour of the Tangalooma Desert. Discover how this impressive sand island was formed and see the Coloured Sands as they naturally occur in the desert. Try Sand Toboganning from the summit of one of the larger sand hills. In the evening, hand feed Wild Dolphins as they swim up the beach.

Day 3 Moreton Island - Brisbane - Gold Coast
The morning is free for leisure. In the afternoon, take the catamaran back to Brisbane and travel to Gold Coast by coach.

Day 4 Gold Coast - Movieworld
Proceed to the exciting "Hollywood on the Gold Coast" at the Warner Brothers' Movieworld! Enjoy the most thrilling and advanced suspended coaster in the Southern Hemisphere on The Lethal Weapon. Laugh at the antics of the Police Academy stunt show, or join the Studio Tour for a behind-the-scenes look at movie taking.

Day 5 Gold Coast - Dreamworld
An entire day of fun awaits at Dreamworld. Enjoy rides like the Wipeout, the Thunderbolt or the 38-storey high, Tower of Terror. Or visit Tiger Island and admire the magnificent cats bonding with their trainers while indulging in their normal pastimes like playing, swimming and wrestling. At the Australian Wildlife Experience, see amazing creatures like koalas and kangaroos in their habitats.

Day 6 Gold Coast
Free for leisure. Join an optional tour to Sunshine Coast or spend a day at Seaworld. In the evening, you may join the tour to Springbrook National Park to see Autralia's largest Glow Worm colony.

Day 7 Gold Coast - Brisbane - Singapore
If time permits, may do some last minute shopping before being transferred to the airport for the flight back to Singapore.

right now i'm chatting with you
wanted to tell you how i feel
i don't wanna be a stranger to you
i wanna be your listening ear
but i held back
decided "NO!"
i shoudln't confess
'coz i know the answer
no matter what
after all
our conversation
just ended with a "Good Night"
not having me a chance
to say "I MISS YOU"

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Chorus:
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

Chorus

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Chorus

-Sarah McLachlan-

had mixed veg. rice for lunch... half-way eating, the picture of a big fat black rat on top of the rice came to my mind... remembered someone once sent me this picture thru email before... the tot of the rat made me nausea... chuked my lunch aside... not wanting to touch it anymore... till now the big fat rat is still on my mind... geee... can't seem to get rid of it... it's so sick, disgusting... guess i won't want to eat mixed veg. rice anymore... why am i having such illusion??? making me feeling even worst...

and suddenly, i feel like playing mahjong!!! mahjong kakis, pls come to my hse and pay me a visit aye... lol... it's almost towards the end of the day, to those people working, bear wit it... more over it's Friday! smilez... hang on there peeps! well, for those who are slacking, time flies fast, let's prepare to slack for the rest of the hols!!!!

Number of days left to Gold Coast - 11 days

Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

EVERYONE IS SICK!

At first, it was lil Jaaron who started coughing
Then, it was my Godma who started coughing
Next, it was me who started coughing
Now, my mum has lost her voice

Is it becoz the environment in Sembawang is unclean? since most factories are around this area.... no idea... everyone just take care aye!!!

JASMINE IS FALLING SICK!

Sign 1: No appetite
Since monday, my appetite wasn't good... today only had the chix fillet from mac... and until now i'm not feeling a single bit of hungry... it's a good thing actually... can on diet!

Sign 2: Dry throat
Mon-Wed - throat was dry... difficulty talking... no voice like dat.... started to cough today... not tat serious cough... once in a while cough a few times...

Sign 3: Sleeping all day long
This week is like a sleepin week to me... been taking lots of naps... long hours nap... tot of waking up is like a struggle.... well well...

Conlusion: She is sick!

Jasmine wanna go SENTOSA!
She wanna go to the beach, Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon, Carlsberg Sky Tower, VolcanoLand, Musical Fountain, Animal Show, Bird Show...
But the admission fees are damn ex!!!! *stomps her feet*

Jasmine wanna go IGORS!
She wanna be scared by those so called "ghosts", dining wit 'em, have fun wit 'em
Anyone to bring her there?

Jasmine wanna go SHOPPING!
She needs a new pair of sandals, a new school bag for next semester, a pair of Levi's jeans, more ear-rings, tops, footwears, bottoms, accessories!
*gotta start saving, reduce her entertainment expenses - no dining out, no outings*
Forget about SENTOSA and IGORS

tis is so contradicting.... sicky Jasmine shall go to bed and rest now... otherwise her never-ending shopping list and her outing plans will flood this whole page...

*goes to bed*

no idea how i can endure everything
knew nothing is going to work
the past is the past
but i can still endure the coldness
you gave to me
maybe it didnt affect me much now
too numb
painless
heartless...

Chocolate does cheer people up...
this is what cheers me up
when i'm all alone at home

thanks chocolate!

Can you find me???

Life got better today *smiles*
Went to have a hair cut
A new look
Mood seems to sway back right
I'm fine again...
Yeah...
Sometimes just need a space
To let out everything
And here it is
Spilling out everything
And Life is BACK TO NORMAL

i feel so terrible.... extremely terrible... I fell too deeply in love wit you... as a result you hurt me deeply.... i, really dunno wat to do... or rather wat should i do...if i could move on wit life, i will.... i wun be tolerating myself wit such a pain... would be in such a bad state... all along i knew you are a player... i act as if u aint one... i heard every single details abt you, honestly i dun wish to know... as it just tore me apart... almost every nite, i had to cry myself to sleep... i hate you but i love you...tis is totally insane.... based on compatibility, we aint suitable at all... but i dun really care.... i know i need you... i hope i can call you whenever i miss you w/o coming up wit reasons why i needa call you... i just wanna hear your voice... tat's my reason... will you accept tat? saw you hugging girls... dancing wit them... it's like you stabbing my heart and just let it bled doing nuthing at all... i find no excuse to come out wit just to get you out wit me... i miss you... i wanna see you... but whenever i get to meet you, my brain just go bank, heart stopped beating, butterflies in my stomach flying... pretending you are a stranger to me is a shield to cover up the amount of care i felt for you... i felt silly, stupid, fool, spastic, idiot... watever you can describe... where deep down i know you wun be bother how i feel... i might be like a pawn in a game of chess... or maybe worse dan dat... i mean nothing to you... you are a selfish creature... why just care about yourself? wat abt me? wat abt other girls who you once hurt 'em too? we are humans... we do haf our prides and feelings... well... all i can say in the end is i love you tot you dun... used to yearn for your love but now i dun, coz i noe it's impossible... tat's my reason for not letting you know that someone out there loves you... i know even if you do know, you will just act as you dun know coz you just couldn't be bothered... i'm confused... i dunno wat love spell i got into to love you so deeply...

Our New Diva - CHUA YUN JIANG

MY FAVOURITE FOOD


It would taste better wit Marmite!

I LOVE MARMITE!

bereaved bitter blue cheerless dejected depressed despairing despondent disconsolate dismal distressed doleful down downcast forlorn gloomy glum grief-stricken grieved heartbroken heartsick heavy-hearted hurting in doldrums in grief languishing low low-spirited lugubrious melancholy morbid morose mournful pensive pessimistic somber sorrowful sorry troubled weeping wistful woebegone sad

It is always wise to look ahead but difficult to look farther than you can see.

Reality is Cruelity

Reality is often not what we wish it to be
Always the unexpected
Shattering our hopes and dreams

I, have been living in fantasy
Where Reality does not exist
Piling my hopes higher and higher
But...
Once I get out of this beautiful world
Hopes will be diminishing
My heart starts to bleed
Tears rolling down my cheek

A struggle between reality and fantasy....

Confession leads to Dejection
Exultant only meet in Dark
To be happy,
I chose the latter.

cooked spag.
tot of u
felt sad
without u

IT'S LADIES NITE!
gonna party party later.... meeting vivi, fishie, lia and hazie dearie for dinner later... dan gonna club at Chinablack wit Mic, Wongy, Samantha and Yizhen.... meeting "fei li si" over there too... IT's JUST LADIES NITE!

CHEF OF THE DAY: JASMINE
Preparation of Food:

And after the GREAT CHEF did the cooking:

oh... the cherries dat my daddy bought for me was so yummilicious.... i love CHERRIES!

i broke the bottle of CK Crave minature.... and my whole room is filled with the fragrance... and wad can i say?
I'M LOVING IT

woke up in the morning.... realized i was so lost.... like a lost sheep looking for its shepherd...

oh btw, anyone wans chocolate chips cookies??? *winks*

i dink im was too excited last nite... yea... mic knew how i felt last nite... well... and i had a dream last nite or rather tis morning!
i dreamt about you, mic, jast and i went to the beach.... and we were like before.... so close.... and you were that sweet to me too.... went tanning and stuff..... and geee.... my mum called and woke me up from my dreams.... darn! i miss you

told mummy about you, mummy asked if we will be fated to meet... oh well.... are you reading my blog.... why dun u tell me is there a possibility

just wanna let you know i haf not given up u for 2 years..... not at all.... mic says we might be fated.... but what i dink.... we are like each sitting in a different seats on the ferris wheel..... near but not able to meet..... but i still hope to meet you one day.... let fate decides our lives.....

*whether you have been reading my blog or not, depends on fate too... maybe you might stumble my blog one day.... and everything will be reveal to you. my love for u has nv change.... i still missed the one and only time we had at bedok jetty.... you know who you are.... so.....

oh no! my heart is beating so fast now.... shldnt haf noe wad's going to happen..... geee....

I WANNA THANK DAO MING JON FOR HAVING DINNER WITH ME! SO SWEEEEEEEET OF HIM TO JUST COME DOWN TO TOWN AND ACCOMPANY ME!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! *MUACK*

tomorrow's my turn to accompany mic for lunch.... well.... no idea will tat CEO of OCBC be free to join us anot..... ahaha...... looking forward for tmrw's lunch

wanna dank mic for calling me just now! lurve ya! ya super duper niceeeeee to me.... so touched..... :)

Why must business information technology student study law? geez.... seriously i dunno wad is specific performance? injunction? Quantum Meruit? i know why i dunno... simple and easy... i din attend lecture and tutorial for this chapter!!! im dead!!! i wanna jump JuMP JUMP!!!!

The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

i find no courage or reason to fall in love again
i don't wish to coax myself to sleep with tears once more
i don't wish to pin high hopes for you and me
but later you destroy my happiness
and soon sadness will fill me
i don't wanna be hurt
coz it's like living in hell
i just wanna lead a simple life
and be happy always
that's my hope, my wish, my dream