am i naive? am i thinking too much? am i stupid? am i irritating? am i silly?
three words to sumarize everything:
i don't know

this test is rather true for me...

You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there
1) What is the status of the door? closed
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

You enter the hut and see a table...
2) What is the shape of the table? round
Round - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely

On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water.
3) How much water is it filled up with? half
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled

4) and what is the vase made of? glass
glass - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile

You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...
5) What is the speed of the water? 9
Flow of waterfall: 6 to 9 - high sex drive

Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...
6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? 2
Keys: 2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life

You walk on and on... trying to find your way out... suddenly you see a castle.
7) What is the condition of the castle? old
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.

You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...
8) Will you pick up the jewel? no
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

Next to the murky pool... there's another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
9) Will you pick the money? no
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to her, not flirting around with others.

Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit... you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.
10) What is the size of the box? medium
medium - average ego

11) What is the material of the box? wooden
wooden(non-shining) - humble personality

There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,
12) What is the bridge made of? wooden
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends

Across the bridge, there is a horse.
13) What is the colour of the horse?white
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.

14) What is the horse doing? nibbling grass
nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.

OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You: run and hide under the bridge?
if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.

01. Your Name? Jasmine
02. Does your name has a meaning? Used to stay in Jasmine road... got my name from there...
03. Where are you now? sitting in front of the comp
04. Fave color? purple
05. Fave food? spaghetti
06. Fave drink? peach yogurt drink
07. Fave snack? no fave...
08. Fave music? r&b, hiphop
09. Fave song? the voice within
10. Fave sport? netball, swimming
11. Fave subject? none....
12. Coke or Pepsi? coke
13. Red meat or white meat? white please
14. Pizza or Donuts? crossiants
15. Laptop or Desktop? desktop
16. Movies or Computers? both
17. Shakespeare or Harry Potter? both
18. Cold Weather or Hot Weather? Cold
19. positive thinker? most of the time
22. Contacts or Glasses? contacts
23. Are u a huggy person? yeshhhhhh
24. Would u consider urself as a negative or
positive person? sitting on the fence
25. Do u like cartoons? definitely.... peter pan here i come!!!!
26. R u planning on learning something soon? yes, pilates
27. If you look out of the closest window 2 u? i can see flats surrounding me, a carpark and mrt station
28. R u wearing short pants or long pants right
now? no
29. Ever been on stage? definitely
30. Most embarassing fact? it's embarassing so it's a privacy
31. What's ur dream car? nissan fairlady
32. Childhood hero? ninja turtle? cant remember
33. Ever watched a concert? yea
34. Phone or Online? both
35. Believe in Santa? who is santa? *winks*
36. Would u rather be Rich or Smart? smart.... if i am rich but stupid, i wun noe how to manage the money and last me the whole life yea...
37. Allergic to anything? alcohol... oh well... till now i dink im still allergic to alcohol....
38. Fave day of the week? Friday
39. Do u have any enemies? the mirror... lol....
40. Do u have boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
41. In crush with someone? used too....
42. Do u believe in love in 1st sight? not really....
43. Any friends outside your origin country? yea... quite a few....
44. Ur greatest fear? not sure wad im dinking.....
45. Believe in Adam & Eve? half half....
46. The last thing u cried over? wad else! dun wanna mention anymore....
47. How old do u wanna be when u get married? 23 or 24
47. Where do u wanna spend ur honeymoon? carribean, maldives, australia, maritius, states (any of the above)
48. Do u wanna have kids? definitely!
49. What do u want ur wedding color 2 be? white and pink
50. Abortion? NEVER!
51. Shower? daily stuff....
53. Best stuff you've eaten in the last 2 weeks? lotus root soup
54. Digital or Manual Camera? Digital
55. Movie that makes u cry? cant remember....
56. Last movie u watch? along came polly
57. Last Childish Movie u watch? peter pan
58. Movies you've watched the most (incidentally
or accidentally)? a walk to remember
59. Fave movie? Finding nemo
60. Any memorable movie seen with anyone? there is a few.... Scorpion King, Star Wars, E.T. Restoration and Big Trouble...
61. Visual Art or Music? Music
62. Weirdest stuff u've ever eaten? fruit bat
63. Do you have pets? nope
64. Who cleans your room? obviously me... altot i share room wif my sis *pouts*
65. Most useful software ever invented? no idea....
66. Ever met an inventor? nah
67. Believe in zodiac (any kinds)? yea...
68. Zeus (Hercules's Dad): i dunno him....
69. Xmas or Xin Cia? xin cia? well... i choose xmas rather...
70. Ever met a president? nope
71. Ever met someone in the government? nah
72. Natural/ Artificial? Natural....
73. CD/ USB mass storage? USB...
74. How much is the RAM capacity of the comp ur
using right now? 512
75. Do u know how to change the oil of a car? i'm not a mechanic
76. Are you a shy-kind of person? depends....
77. Fave animal? dolphin
78. Fave Plant? lavender (coz it's purple and has many uses)
79. Would u consider urself 2 be a techno-nerd
or shopaholic-funky person? shopaholic
80. Starbucks or CoffeeBean&TeaLeaves? coffeebean
81. Ice cream or Sherbet? sherbet
82. Fixing Electronics or Cooking? cooking
83. BSB or *N sync? blue
84. Christina or Britney? madonna
85. Fave season??? Winter
86. Do u write songs/poems? yup... once in a blue moon
87. Do u believe in the belief that '8' is
lucky? no? i dink 7 sounds luckier
88.Disney or Warner Bros? disney
89. What do u think of World War 1?? people killed
90. Are u a neat freak? NO! those who came my hse b4 knew it
91. The dryest joke u ever heard? i heard b4 the coldest joke bud not the dryest
92. Do u dance? yea...
93. Ever do slow-dance w/ a person with the
opposite sex? nope....
94. Which quality of yourself do u think is d
most attractive? NONE
95. McDonalds or KFC? MAC I'm loving it!
96. Orange Juice or Apple Juice? Green Apple + Orange Juice
97. Do u prefer skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk? I like HL Milk
98. Who sent this to u? saw it on friendster
99. Who do u think will be the 1st to respond to
this? no one....
100. Who do u think wont answer although u
really want them 2? not interested to noe....
101. Any message? im just wasting my time to do this survey.... guess im going to bed soon.....

went to watch along came polly wif joshau todae or rather yesterdae... was a nice show... worth watching for sure... comedy and romance... oh well... jennifer aniston is POWER! i love the dirty dance.... she damn good.... sheeee sooooo sexy... woOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo.......
anyway having a week break from school... no intention of how to use it wisely... bud most prob it will be spend something related to sch? like mobile computing presentation? revising for the coming econs test? and a lil research for wsd? well well... reminds me tat my rwps teacher has not send me back my survey to confirm whether can we use tat! oh man! really had no idea whether is she a good teacher.... there's always cancellation of class or in class we dun do much stuffs.... we handed in our stuff for more than a week and she didnt mark them.... geee.... i dun wanna rush last min. for the entire shitty report on eating disorder! maybe i should write an email to ask her wad's going on.... lazy teacher or lazy student or both?
getting out of here... dunno wad else to blog.... mind in a mess... just sort things out now.....

wad the fark.... wireless mouse aint good man... it's onli 2 weeks and my mouse is showing sign tat it is running out of bat. that fellow bluffed me.... said it would last for a month.... darn it!

you are orchid #DA70D6

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Design By Failure


Watch you, on the one's and two's.
Through a window in a well lit room.
Become a recluse.
And I blame myself cause I make things hard and your just trying to help.
And when I wake up, your the first to call.
This is one more late night basement song.
And I'm so sore, my voice has gone to hell, and this is one more sleepless
night,

Because we don't believe in filler baby.
If I could I'd sit this out.

(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
And every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I got
to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder, I'm another day late and
one year older.
it's failure by design.

And we just want sleep, but this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard and your
just trying to help.
I got no gas,I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts and my health is a joke.
And now I got to stop cause the headphones broke.

And we don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.
(This is over, when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
And every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I
gotta race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
And I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older, it's failure by design.

I'm out of everything.
No one sleeps until we get this shit out on the shelves.
It's late, I'm faltering.
but this time I got nothing to say besides...
DO DO DO, DO DO DO
(baby i'm better than this)

(This is over, when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
And every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I
gotta race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
And I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older, i'm a failure by design.

LEO WOMAN


She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or
rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she
walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is
no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident
of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen
for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not
reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and
accessories. Being different is what she loves.

If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective
about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting
people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments,
but not too much.

She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader.
She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a
graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough
competition.

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her
confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an
innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and
likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with
her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She
is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old
fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good
background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a
plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills.

She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to
spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand,
but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be
surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She
likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or
broke make her depress.If you do not have lots of money, be creative and
make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it
for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

Questions like:
What is wrong with the presentation of numbers in paragraph of section 2.2? (2 marks)
What is wrong with the bar graph? Explain.(2 marks)
There are two things wrong with the bar graph. What are they? Explain.(4 marks)
There are two things wrong with the presentation of the pie chart. What are they? (4 marks)

open book also no point...

guess i just screwed up my rwps test... questions may look deceiving sometimes... they tend to be easy questions but when it comes to answering... i felt completely blank... structure wrong means wrong still ask me to explain... it's so tough... *sighs*

- wrote in the middle of rwps test -

my favourite fairy tale book
i love reading fairy tale books... and he is like one of them... where i will take him out and read very often... and it became one of my favourite book! in my collections of books, there's not a single book which has a happily ever after ending... bud im still searching for one.... so anyone can recommend me any book? *grins* the purpose of this entry, is to tell all frens out there, not to worry about me... i will continue to read other books and not just stick to tat "him" book... and cheerios to all, hope u people can find ur favourite book too and has a happily ever after ending! :)

with love <3,
Jasmine

it's 10.05 am... i'm sitting in front of my comp typing this out... once again JASMINE MISSED LESSONS AGAIN.... i woke up at 7am bud i tot it would be fine if i just missed econs lecture since lexus would mark attendance for me(i assume...) went back to sleep again.... 8.45am woke up, bathe, prepared for school and realised by the time i was ready it was 9.20am... confirmed late for stats lecture... so no point even i go right.... ya... late budden the tot of sitting in front of the lecture hall turned me off... so decided to go for wsd practical only... geez... my attendance for this sem is terribly bad.. not sure whether haf i reached my 75% attendance anot... *starts to worry now* lost track of how many times i missed my econs lecture... and i knew i skipped a total of 4 stats lecture, 1 stats tutorial, 1 or 2 stats practical this sem... guess participation marks got not much of a hope either.... it's time to pull up my socks and study hard now... or maybe timetable should be change aye.... school should start at 11am and i wun be missing lessons tat often! alright, my wishful thinking! im going off to school now... blog if i have the time in sch later.... *prays hard nothing goes wrong*

what i like about guys

1.hair color: black or brown....
2.eye color: well... no perference actually...
3.skin tone: tanned please! dun really like fair guys...
4.six pack: yea... bud i dun like the body of those body-builders... too big scares me away...
5.long or short hair: spikey hair! short and neat....
6.piercings: dun mind... bud not too many.... in fact, i dink those who pierce their eye brows are cool!
7.scars: dun mind also... most of us do haf scars too...
8.big butt or little:erm.... doesnt matter as long it's sexy... yeah...
9.straight: straight? wad straight? their thinking? or....
10.outgoing or shy: shy! hee.... e.g. edison.... guess those who knows me well get the idea...
11.sarcastic or sincere: sincere of coz
12.should he have a bestfriend: why not!~
13.should he have lots of gurl friends: who cares whether he have lots of girl frens anot... it doesnt matter rite... guess this is not one of the factor tat i will like abt guys
14.should he love his mother: definitely!
15.should he watch girly movies: girly movies meaning? romantic movies or cartoons? oh well... he shld watch den he can accompany me to watch...
16.be smart: yup.... bud doesnt mean he must be good in acadamic type...
17.be funny: sense of humour is a definite thing for me... den i will like to be wif him all times
18.be sweet: of coz... an emotional person like me need one who is really sweet to me...
19.be a smoker: prefer not to...
21.play with your hair:plus cuddling??? erm....
22.kiss on the first date: if both of us feel comfortable... and the atmosphere is right...
23.bring you flowers: on special occasions tat will be the best...
24.lay under the stars with you: yeah... i like gazing stars with him... oh well... tat's the past anyway....
25.write poetry about you: tat will make him so sweet.... i will feel very touched den...
26.call you honey, sweetie, or baby: well.... yes i love to hear tat.... *griNs*
27.hang out with you and YOUR friends: guess we shld hang out wif not only my frens bud also his frens!
28.hold your hand: *nods*
29.sing to you: sounds nice....
30.WOULD His INTERESTS BE:-
soccer: yes
baseball: not really
basketball: it's fine...
surf: not bad idea...
snowboard: unless singapore starts to snow...
singing: yea...
play guitar: maybe...
play piano: maybe...
play drums: maybe....
dance: yup
clean his room: yea
comment: wad i like about guys aint his interest, or how romantic/sweet he is, guess it's the way how he touches my heart, love is so strange tat sometimes u might fall for someone who is different from you dream lover.... so i did this survey thing merely for fun only...

just knew she would iron spoilt my fcuk tee... before she ironed i just knew it... bud why din i remind her? *smack my head* geez.... wore only once and it's one of my favourite tee... omg... when she told me, i really din noe how to react... *sighs* my heart is bleeding altot it's just a minor thing la... if din observe, no one will noes... bud i just dun feel right... *sulks* getting out of here now... no mood blogging too...

Sunnny days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain
Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain
Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard
It'll leave you physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred

what's the point of crying over the spilled milk? the test paper is not with you anymore, no amendments can be made.... so why dun sit back and relax for the rest of the day den whinning about what u had done wrongly....

shouldnt law be an open book test???? *frowns to herself in the mirror*

i'm feeling sleepy.... havent started my revision yet... *shrugs*guess it's an round of burning the mid-night oil again....

there's no time to rest... just handed in one assignment.... there's test tmrw... and after test tmrw gotta rush my business strategy plan...... *sulks*

Check this out!

this phone really looks cool.... but too bad it is a 2.5G only... geez... think i'm too involve in mobile computing now... all the terms are flooding my mind like AMPS, GSM, WCDMA, UMTS, Cells, Base Station.... must stop all thinking if not tonite dream of Edwin Lim haunting me.... *ekkss.... goosebumps coming out adi*.... alrite... going to pack my bag and off to bed... 8am lesson tomorrow AGAIN! :(

i'm stuck on you!
you are my mood indicator
you make me smile which no one can
you make me cry which no one can too
you just simply change me
yes i admit i'm a fool
i hate you, but i even love you more
loving you cant be compared by
how much do i get in return from you
everyone says it's not worth
i tried to convince myself that too
but till the end
it seems like a circle with no end
i still love you as before
you are always on my mind
one tiny tweeny matter
can let me easily think of you
it's not easy to forget someone
or rather a person
who leaves a big footprint in your heart
it's like an unremovable stain
forever there to remind you
honestly i have no idea
why i fall for you
i can't seem to think of a reason
maybe like what Jamie Sullivan always says
it's just God's plan behind it
or is it because of my stubborness?
oh well... i need some more time to reflect then
many people thinks you are just a flirt
but in my eyes
you are different
not that i'm blind
i just think different
you hate be lonely
you hate not to be loved
you just want to be the apple in everyone's eyes
that's what i thought and felt about you
anyway you can't don't love me
and i never expect you will too
but you don't have the rights to stop me
from loving you
i'm not a saint not an angel
i just wish to do the things in my way
and not others directing me
i don't need you to share with me
those good times you had
i just wanna spend with you
the bitterness and lonely you had
after all am i asking too much from you?

alrite having been blogging much recently.... so decided to blog now... recently there is this guy who adds me in friendster and soon msn.... and started to chat wif me... realised tat he got my email thru his fren... and he's not willing to tell who his fren is... all i noe it's a she.... and worst still he saw me before in school.... eeeksss.... i'm so clueless who this guy is and rather im more interested to noe who his fren is.... *humprf* and this fellow hopes to be fren wif me... wants to go out wif me and blah blah blah... and he's becoming a pest to me now... just hate tat kind of feeling when ppl see u b4 and u dun even noe who the hell tat fellow is.... *pui* no mood to blog adi... getting out of here...

i got big ulcer on the tip of my tongue and another one on my gums.... damn painful ~>.<~ makes toking, smiling and eating so uncomfortable.... so bad.... *jasmine starts to sing her song....*
Meano Ulcer go away
Don't ever come back again
Jasmine don't wanna suffer
The pain is so unbearable
Meano Ulcer go away
Don't ever come back again

in the evening, there was this lady carrying her baby and kept pressing on my door bell... i opened my door... she greeted me with a smile.... something sinister right? impossible to have such a person to visit me at that hour... realising she's the neighbour living right below us... she came up to say that we closed our door too loudly... wtf... in the other words she came up to complain that every time early in the morning(5-6am) and at night(10pm plus) we slammed our door and her baby got awake by us... wadever... i just act blur... telling her it's impossible... oh well i dunno i was still sleeping soundly, couldn't even hear the door closing... at night i din realise we were actually slamming our doors... well... weird neighbour? they knew we shifted in like last May or June.... bud if i were her i wouldnt wait until now den come up and complain to them... this is getting weird... anyway... just told her i would check wif my parents and i closed my door...

just finished chatting with kelvin. suddenly i realised kelvin is so matured! his thinking has changed. he settling down now. omg! i felt so ashamed of myself. i have been so dependent on my parents. keep asking them to buy me what i want... i dare not challenge to stop taking allowance now... simply i knew i cant survive. ask me not to shop and i will die. im just think i'm spoilt... been enjoying luxury life... but i'm not contented.... my dad reprimanded me just now... he said what i also want... a new computer, learn driving, get a chalet, go australia for holiday, new printer... he said he's not printing money... and worst still i don't have the habit of saving.... i really felt so GUILTY! *geeZ*

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

a promise i made

lunar new year is over, promised mummy tat i will be a good girl from now... no more "HUGE" spending on clothes, food, or anything else... put more effort in my studies... yeah i still need my 'A's and dists to go to uni... and also to haf my driving license asap... so my dad had plans to buy me a car provided i pass... yup... went to take my btt todae... oh it seems easy to me... bud let my results say everything till den... and i dink i shld make myself promise myself tat for the time being, i shouldn't go clubbing.... altot all the fun will be missed out bud i shld focus more on my projects... UUCD assignment is due 2 weeks away... havent visited a church nor doing any research.... it's just time tat i shld... and also tests are coming up too... Stats and Law.... there's so much stuff to memorise for Law... alrite... shall go and do my research now.... more to update...

Did anyone strike Toto? If have, must share a lil bit with me leh... *evil grins*

first time this sem i felt so happy in school

woke up at 8am todae... geeezzz... rushed to school and who knows i gotta wait for 10 mins before the train arrived... oh man! *smack my head* finally i reached sch bud i was late... 15 mins late.... bud luckily it's stats tutorial... the teacher is super niceeeeeeeeee *i swear* tut had started budden i did my tut before hand so it was pretty much easy to catch up wif the rest.... to clear my sins of being late, i went up to the board and did 2 tut questions todae...craps la... sins? lol... alrites... econs lecture as usual... BORING... no one bothers to listen too.... poor lecturer... too kind... too gentle voice... ahah... so todae it's mobile computing elective again... i dink im really looking forward in attending the lesson... tot the lecturer looks feirce bud he's NICE to me... hee.... willing to answer my questions and extend the deadline of my assignment... on the other.... sometimes dun really like him la... ever since he keep calling me for answers and stuffs... he likes to ask me where he taught until... den i will blur for awhile also... last bud not to forget is miss lee sheerlin!!! she super duper good in a sense.... deadline can be extended too and normally no class! hurray!!! bud somehow i dink we are way behind the other class for report writing.... *sighs* going to bed now.... 8am lesson tmrw!

candy eyeing

could God drop this few items down to my house:

• FCUK tee (those simple black ones)


• Armani Exchange tee (white in colour one)


• FCUK's scent to bed perfume


• Fendi watch


• Guess Denim Skirt

the list just simply goes on... are all men not satisfy wif wad they have? or is it just me? *pouts*

right now i'm wishing for a cup of macadamia latte, sitting in a comforty sofa and rot...