was too tired to blog ytd... gotta blog abt it now... let's see wat happened...

*Went school for ECM make-up... Sad case that bird din come!
*Darwin and Fiona din come too... so the grp was left with step and me
*Luckily it was an easy tutorial and no presentation needed!
*Easy dismissal @ 10 plus
*Had breakfast in FC6
*Chatting wif joyce, step, hui and hazel till yunjiang came
*Soon ah foo came... chatting away realizing ah foo, yunjiang, hui and i are kinda in the same boat now... what the hell are the guys thinking man... -gosh-
*At 12 plus, met liyi, yonghui,xindu and patrick @ Dover MRT den headed down to Habourfront
*Reached Outram, liyi acc yunjiang to register for her audition, leaving ah foo, those guys and me... kinda weird la... not really know them also...
*Habourfront... it was raining! -omg- everyone's mood was spoilt!
*We decided to walk round Habourfont after meeting sasa, bird and wenming
*Went to transfer money to yiwei, realizing the bloody auto-machine was spoilt! -wtf- Called him and told him abt it, luckily he said nvm
*Den shopping at Cold Storage
*Liyi, yun jiang and CK soon arrived
*Best thing was Rain had stopped! HUrray!
*Took the bus to SENTOSA!
*Went beaching - volleyball, fresbie, strolling, lazing, taking fotos... din tan and swim onli... wad a waste rite...
*Made frens wif a grp of St joseph convent gurls... suddenly felt tat we were so OLD! -oh man!-
*At nite, sasa, bird, ah foo and me were lying in the beach glazing at the stars...-awww... i swear tat's realli very romantic- at the moment, was like where's my dear boy? i want him there to complete the picture... lol
*At 8, gotta leave the beach reluctantly 'cos it was really very dark... practically we cant see each other's face
*Gurls took a long time in the toilet.... bathing, chatting, taking fotos (we simply just lurve taking fotos in the toilet), looking into the mirror.... the guys were like outside waiting and chatting...
*Before we leave, we asked this indian cleaner to help us take a grp foto.... it was rather unsuccessful... i guess he simply dun understand our language... one chicken and one duck talking...lol... budden he shld noe tat his finger shldn't be blocking the lense rite? wondered has he taken a foto before... hmm...
*Left Sentosa... as usual cant decide where to go for dinner... bud in the end decided Newton hawker centre
*Had loads of food - Hum, Lala, Prawn mee, tom yam soup, fried kway teow, oyster egg, cuttlefish with kangkong mee hoon, sugar cane juices.... was damn ex.... bud anyway everyone enjoys is the most important
*Headed home 'cos i was damn blardy tired.... ah foo also went home... the rest went to walk round the whole town i guessed....

woah.... so long list sia... anyway tat was wat happened yesterday, 30 August 2003 Saturday

shall blog about today now... shall summarise wad i did today in one word, tat's is slack! okay.... tat's all for now!

p.s.: sorry for such a long entry.... your eyes must be soring now.... dui bu qi!!!!

Happy birthday to u!
Happie burfdae to yew!
Hairpee bdae to u!
Happy big blessed 18 birthday to Xinyi!
Enjoy!
-hugz and muackz-

Fruitful day
Well... met hazel and went to school todae... i was late... actually was quite bad to let the birthday gurl to wait for me... hehe... first lesson of the day was mmwd.... got back my assignment marks.... got 83.... not bad aye... anyway all of us were quite late... and pauline koong(our mmwd lecturer) was telling us cant be late... blah blah blah... oh... she should start to get use to it man... so second lesson.... everyone start to panick and stuff.... 'cos it's IDA test! Was setting up an online-shopping of books with a total of 4 screens... Blur me was staring at the comp real hard for at least 1 hr and couldnt spot the mistake i made! budden the lecturer was kind la... saw me so pek cek den he came over helped me spotted my mistake.... and everything can run! hooraY! anyway, there were some parts left 'cos there was no time to finish... the lecturer himself told me nvm la... no nid to do finish one la... fiona and veronica saw me finished everything and before i realised wat was going on... they passed me a diskette and asked me copied for them! oh and i dunno why i did arh.... luckily the lecturer din see also... -phew- BREAK TIME! busy looking for WORM! yes! haha.... he finally showed me the army foto! JJ was so ugly! omg! his real name is Lim JunJie Wayne.... yucks! the foto completely dun look like him! den xinyi came over to school chatted for awhile and we gotta rushed for EPI followed by Econs and im home now! we finally handed in our SCM assignment!

Im going forward to tomorrow 'cos we are going beaching!!! yeah! :) =) :D it's been ages since we last went.... bud.......... tomorrow morning still needa go for ECM's tutorial make up -sighs- I HATE TAT AH NEK! -pui-

FIY: new fotos are posted up in Visual Studios.... Some of them were taken at bird's hse ytd... and some were at lido and some in school!

I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU SAID
My fone bill is here again! well... it's onli $47.81... consider cheap to me adi.... budden my mum dinks it's ex.... cant blame me rite... the plan itself is adi $35! fine... got a lecture from her.... den next round by my dad... wtf... mum is adi damn naggy now his turn.... so he dinks im a heavy expense to him... complaining to my uncle that if he earns 1K he cant even feed me! oh please.... allowance for each month is onli 300 bucks.... it's adi damn bloody lil adi.... and now he's adding eveything up.... like my Internet bills, hp bills, education! oh man! EducatioN? wth.... how can he include education! totally ridiculous... if tat's the case im such a heavy burden... den why dont he dink at the time he had sex wif my mum, they should haf protective measures, den i would be here to let him suffer.... he dinks i really enjoyed being in this world... where life is so mundane.... everyday doing the same old stuffs.... he dinks i enjoyed his preaching.... nah.... i HATE it! Im adi 18! so stop using tat old method to teach me.... no point.... 'cos i wun learn.... betta dun test my tolerence.... it's limited...

Well well... ytd just said im going to focus on my studies... the next thing i realized was i skipped ECM tutorial todae! the whole class did! and i suggested it... :p tat ah nek called meizi in da morning.... scolded her.... and told her der will be a make up tis sat... attend compulsory! -smack my head!- alamak! din noe he's tat free to gif us a make up! oh man! if knew he's going to make up den everyone will just attend.... damn it! seems like our beaching activity is cancelled! -stomps my feet- :( arrggghh... it's been a long time we had been to the beach! $@%#^*!)!_
School as usual.... was as bored.... budden luckily da 2 hours SCM lecture passed pretty fast... maybe it's because i had my discman wif me... hee.... was listening to music while listening to lecture... a stone killing two birds... hee... see... i can do multi-tasking! hmmm.... btw had chose my elective for next semster.... 1st choice: Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity 2nd choice: Quantitive Analysis 3rd: Finance Market.... hopefully i get into my first choice... 'cos it's an ICA module! meaning? No EXAMS! yeah.... budden lots of projects i guess...
Toking abt projects.... im stuck in my SCM now! brain just freezed whenever i tried doing it... anyway gonna meet da whole group(shijia,serene,jiahui and bird) to do last touch-up.... deadline is friday.... hopefully i can finished my part.... -fingers crossed-

Time for some reflection my gurl!

Reflection No. 1: Studies...
Marks for econs test are out, scored only 66 marks... "so, very contented that you got 66 marks ar?" -keep quiet- Im not in fact... despite most of them in class failed and the highest in class was only 70 marks... im not happy wif my marks... tat's for sure.... so wat went wrong? anyone to blame? anything to blame? the answer is obvious a straight NO! all i can blame is myself and myself and myself.... "Ask yourself, wad haf u done so far since school started?" -in deep tots- i did.... stoning, going out mainly... "You see.... you wasted time! you din try to put in effort to study... there's no one to blame" -looks down- maybe dadee was rite... he scolded me tat day.... i just liked to do things at the wrong time... im quite worried for my studies budden no action is taken... i noe how to tink bud i dun react.... all i noe is to haf fun... spend money... tat's all i am capable of.... ya... on the outer look i may be clever bud deep down inside im not... tat's why i really hate it when peeps say "You nonid study also can score well one la!" Seriously im not.... I should start focusing on my studies now... econs are so foreign to me now... same goes to SCM... during the coming one week hols, i should put in loads of effort in my projects.... try to ace in them... i should i should... so frens and classmates out there, pls constantly remind me i should do!

Reflection No. 2: My Attitude...
It's been nearly two months school started, and now im just adapting to the new environment( meaning my classmates)... oh man! i took really very long to be comfortable in the new class... guess tat's something good.... let's look at something bad den... I have been complaining that no one understands me... wait a minute... do i ever give peep a chance to understand me... well.... -looks down again- i dun dink so u noe... in fact i keep alot of stuffs to myself... yes... sometimes i do mention to yiwei, bird, sasa and jon about how i feel... friends, school, family etc... budden i dun let out all.... maybe im too sensitive.... in the real world, there's still many "back-stabbing" going on.... it can be anyone from stranger to the one closest to you.... hence, sorry to say tat.... i dun trust anyone.... even my parents! maybe i seriously need to change.... wat eugene(takaishi) said was rite... sometimes i can be so nice and sweet to someone.... budden a moment later i can be so cold.... i dunno wad make tat sudden change.... seriously i dunno.... so, to all frens out there, if i did this to you before, im SORRY! i'm willing to change... i shall be more friendly, saying bye to anti-social.... i will i will :)

Yesh! Went to JJ's autograph session.... omg.... he's soooooo cute... awwww..... his dimples.... his smiles.... wow..... *stunned, speechless* shook hand wif him too! oh MAN!!!!! the feeling was sooooooooo GREAT! BRAVO! MARVELLOUS!!! well well ppl who noe him.... fren, BMT platoon mate, relative, pls tell me kay? coz i wanna be fren wif him!!! yeah.... arite i sound real crazy now.... budden whenever i saw his smiles it really melts my heart... awww..... shall stop here, b4 i get mad! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

btw... missed JJ on variety show on Friday and also Zpop Concert! sobs.... no one to accompany me to his autograph session hold later..... so sad!!!

Friday - 22 August 2003
Had this stupid dream in the morning.... dreamt of people that is completely out of my life.... juz dunno from where did he bump out.... anyway because of this dream i overslept. and i had to miss MMWD.... well... reached school at 11 den for IDA... Meizi came telling me that MMWD lecturer mentioned abt me due to the Honour Roll thing la... wasn't very happy even tot i got into it... weird me... dunno wat's wrong... birdie came during the break.... den we were bumping in the lab.... was chatting about what if we were in tp.... we assumed it's more happening in tp unlike sp so dead.... oh ya... it was lexus's birthday so the majority went to watch movie wif him.... leaving just a few of us to attend econs lecture..... went to this 7th month dinner thing.... saw yongbin there... was expecting him there budden dunno why i saw him i also din tok to him.... -im weird la- that dinner lasted till 11 plus and can u believe i told my mum i got econs test the next day and i havent study she doesnt even bother! wad a weird mum too! anyway.... studying of econs started at 12am and lasted at 1am.... din absorb wad i was reading so i headed to bed...

Saturday - 23 August 2003
was a sweet morning.... coz i got morning call! yes! after a long period of time i finally got morning call again! arite arite.... bird & co. noe it's from yiwei la... as usual the way he wake peepz up ar... is like how my mum wake me up.... forever so feirce.... cannot gentle abit... so was a good start for a day, haf a lil bit of confidence for my test... (FIY: yiwei is always there whenever im unhappy or stressed.... so it's nice to haf him here agaiN!) btw bird was late today! econs test was expected tricky.... for mcq.... short questions were quite easy... budden i juz had the problem to express out my answers... im nv good in words u noe... after tat had brunch in school.... waited for yonghui and xindu before we headed to somerset to meet the rest for movie... we watched a tale of two sisters.... was kinda freaky la... i screamed in the cinema liked twice? clinged on to bird when it was scary.... ahaha...(sorrie bird din mean too la next time i let u hug kay? bleah) i had to leave early coz godpa's birthday dinner.... sighs.... i wanna join dem!!! sobs.... rushed over to dinner.... finished came home and watched soccer.... today is the first match i watched for this season man.... Chelsea vs Leicester City.... spotted quite a few good players in Chelsea like joe cole and mutu, needless to say veron too! hmm... Gudjohnsen is handsome? hee.... anyway... Leed's Alan Smith also very HANDSOME!!! woah woah!!!! and of coz Man U's new star, Chris Ronaldo! Way to go!!!! It's soccer fever again!!! wooohoooo!!!!

I'm Lost - Can someone guide me?
Somebody save MeEEeeeeeee!!!! -sighs- haf been sitting in front of the comp whole day trying to write the product analysis for my scm.... budden wad happened? i did try.... i started typing.... den deleted watever i typed and retyped again.... it lasted the whole afternoon till evening and i gave up! Totally completely haf no idea wat am i suppose to write... and bad thing came la... started to stone.... after dinner, was supposed to continue bud i ended up doing my ecm's introduction... wat the hell am i doing! scm's deadline is next friday and i havent write a single shit on it... why cant i noe wad's my first pirority... i am getting insensible again... or rather being pessimistic again... i just tend to give up when i dink i cant do it well... so wat my name was on the business honour roll... now i cant even handle a small part of my project's report.... how useless am i?
Maybe there's someone who can save me.... i know who... budden dun dink he's willing to either.... honestly speaking, many things haf been running thru my mind... practically everyday in school i been seeing wat i dun wish to see... mind been running wild... not my usual self.... maybe it's because he's no longer there when i need him... maybe maybe.... everyone seems to be changing and i seems to be the one standing still looking at them change... bird has not been coming to sch regularly.... no idea why.... -sighs- there's no one who i can tok to.... maybe there is.... bud im just unwilling to let everything out... I realized as i grow up i can see the problems coming towards me, and tat's when i simply missed my childhood....

Over-protectiveness is leading me to insanity!
Dearest Mum & Dad,
This entry is specially written for y'all... I know you all wun get to read it... tat's why i wrote... it's a way to vent out every dissatifiscation i've been feeling for this past 18 years... Firstly, i dunno why u brought me to this world when i like a heavy expense to y'all... maybe it's because of the viscious cycle, when ur parents gave birth to u and u in return gave birth to me... I know i know you all do love me alot, always love me.... budden the way u all love me... is not going to work.... it just simply pissed me off... u all know my character well and u shld try to adapt to it and not me changing, if i changed tat's definitely NOT me! i dun like to be forced things i dun like to.... so pls dun force me... im 18 this year... i know wat i am supposed to do wat i am not to... u all are just worry things for nothing... Just one reason tat set u all to be over-protective... and that is I'm a GIRL! this is simply DISCRIMINATION!!! Not suppose to go home late, not suppose to do this and that.... enuff enuff.... *cover my ears* I dun wanna hear no more!
Have u whether sit beside me and asked me how's my day? how's school? how's my friendships and stuffs? did u? sad to say no... so wat if we are staying under the same roof... everyone comes back home, not toking to one another much, u hide in ur room and i hide in my room.... excuse me, do u call this a home? and u believe in others more den me! so does godma & co. understands wat i am doing.... a few words from dem will "brainwash" u all.... den u start naggin at me, screaming at the top of ur voice, blah blah blah.... Tat's why communication btwn us breaks down ALL the time! I admit tat sometimes i need Uncle Robert to help me to reason wif y'all... and things haf improved a lil for the past few years... i got my tat lil freedom... bud today u declared tat im not suppose to go home late frm tml onwards... cant u be a lil reasonable! im 18! im young! there's a lot of stuffs for me to do! U cant simply tie me to u! You haf adi taken up my Sunday... wat else u wan... im not a pet.... u cant manipulate me....
You, Mum & Dad, must know teenagers now a days are not like those in the past, you must know the lifestyle we are having, understand our thinking, maybe our language too... It's like u think tat sometimes my way of toking to u is rude budden i dink im not... seriously im not... You must know i dun hate u even tot sometimes i say i do... wat i ask for is just for more understanding, tat's not too much rite?
Most importantly, I still and always will you, Mum & Dad.

Madly in love
hi.... yeah.... im now so madly in love wif this 22 year-old guy.... wif dimples and blushes very easily... a shy and quiet guy... who is talented in writing and composing his own songs... he is none other than JJ Lin JunJie... he's a very simple looking guy.... not really handsome budden he's ADORABLE..... yeah... well... attended his concert in school todae.... and it was like woah.... i wan more! was so jealous when this gurl went up to him and hug him sia.... oh man!!! aww... damn... how i wish i will born a few years earlier and be in the same SP batch as him.... geez.... okok.... enuff of my day-dreaming and stuff... it's so impossible to be frens wif him and worst to let chemistry works! *smack my head* WAKE UP GURL!

Recommended songs: Chi Pang, Jiu Shi Wo, Xing Qiu, Dong Jie, Hui Du Shu, Bu Dong, Hui You Na Mei Yi Tian, Dong Jie, Ya Li, Nu Er Jia, Xing Kong Xia De Wen

Photos are up! Feel free to look around... Just simply click Visual Studio to view albums....

had not been updating much.... shall do it now.... was kinda busy the past few days... let's start wif thurs

14 Aug 2003 (Thursday)
- No school
- Went over to bird's hse to complete my MMWD assignment....
- Went dinner wif jast, hazie, vivi and celia @ N.Y.D.C Suntec
- Vivi cried while eating Dynamite Pizza cos' it was too hot for her
- Went for a walk at the Wealth Fountain and Esplanade
- They bought me a present.... was a box of cute undies....
- Thanks darlings.... luv y'all

15 Aug 2003 (Friday)
- Handed in our MMWD assignment
- Took photos in school
- During break, went to look for the rest, YunJiang, Sasa and Liyi @ fc5
- Sweeties were so niceeee.... they bought 2 soups for me....
- Had pizza.... yum yum...
- There were gifts for me of coz! Let's see... a purpur candle (wif LAVENDAR scent!), OP boardshorts and cookies
- Was really bloated.....
- Attended EPI.... Hui was telling me tat later during break i gotta finished the rest of the PEPSI drink.... >.<
- SO I DID! whu asked it to be my birthday.... geez...
- Sandals snapped off today... was sway
- Anyway went home
- On the train, saw yiwei, joyce and co.
- Was super crowded wif ppl i noe
- Took fotos.... was really messy...
- Kinda paiseh too...
- Aiight, got home was raining.... my loving sis brought umbrella for me
- Had dinner wif my family
- Mugged for FMA test for 2 hours, mind not absorbing anything, closed book, sleep

16 Aug 2003 (Saturday)
- Had the test... dun wanna mention.... kinda stoned
- Brunch at school
- Went Orchard wif bird. shopped round
- Did french manicure @ P.S
- Walked to Raffles City later to meet YunJiang
- Sat at Simply Thai while waiting for sasa
- When she reached, grandma spotted me, called me
- Chatted wif her like 5 mins and she left *phew*
- YunJiang and sasa went to shop for heels... saw a few nice ones at Charles & Keith
- Not sure whether can i cope wif heels.... hehe
- Had ma la steamboat for dinner
- Walked round @ esplanade
- Saw JunJie @ fullerton later
- Too bad the cam was low bat. unable to take more pics
- Well... went over to Cartel Raffles City to relax
- Were playing wif singing games.... bird, yunjiang and i vs junjie
- Left around 11 - bird, yunjiang and sasa went to bugis while me and junjie went home
- Downpour when i reached my area
- Walked back home in the rain
- Fell asleep and forgot to reply his sms

17 Aug 2003 (Sunday)
- Was feeling sick since morning
- Maybe it's due to the period and the rain last nite and also had too much food recently (esp last nite's hot and spicy food!)
- Slept the whole day
- Did econs past year paper and copied fma's tutorial answer
- Now waiting for steph to send me ECM's assignment
- Then later gotta complete ECM's assignment due tomorrow

tat's about it... shall blog next time... too lengthy now... bye

Happy Birthday to Me!
Happy Birthday to Me!
Happy Birthday to Jasmine!
Happy Birthday to MEE!

forgot to set my alarm clock yesterdae nite.... so when bird sms me this morning it was adi 7.45 cmi!~ decided to come for school for FMA and IDA.... now at sch lab.... looking dose fotos we took last week deciding which fotos to take.... blogging now.... heee..... tutor was so nice allowing us one hour to do our mmwd project... budden got no mood to do la.... anyway juz left a lil bit onli.... going to bird's hse and do tml.... heee.... was kinda enjoying sch todae... maybe it's becoz sch ends at 3 todae!
hai.... kinda argue wif yiwei when smsing him..... watever..... not gonna say much... onli bird noes wad happened.... disappointed in him onli... wad a freN!
aiight.... shall stop here before i start typing a whole paragraph of text.... bird doesnt like to read lengthy stuffs... so i shall stop! bye!

chao econs tutorial and ecm lecture todae.... was so sian and tired... hence went town wif sasa.... walked around bought stuffs..... headed to coffee club as we were very tired.... and we fell asleep there.... yes yes we slept.... really slept.... wondering those peepz there got stared at us anot... aiya.... dun wish to blog now la.... shall blog some other days.... realli no mood now.... all sasa's fault! send me those scary mail.... made my heart dropped out and now the eerie feeling is still there..... sighs.....sorry peepz....

kinda lots of thing to blog.... buden cutting it short and sweet.... tired tired tired!!!!
Sat - Happy 38th Birthday Singapore!
went to Ritz Carlton Hotel coz Xinyi invited us der.... altot it's a 6-stars hotel.... nothing much also la.... juz tat their services and the hotel is good onli.... so went there at abt 5 plus.... started indulging on tib-bits when i got there.... waiting for parade to start.... finally started and cont' indulging on those junkies.... hai.... unhealthy man! parade started.... only interesting parts were the parachuting, jets flying and FIREWORKS! oh man.... it's so beautiful.... den after parade we watched tv while waiting for Liyi and YongHui(YJ's darling) well... they reached at 9 plus.... we den helped Xinyi and Bird celebrate their birthdays in advance! oh ya.... we bought a mango cake and YunJiang baked an ultimate sinful cake for BIRD!!! cut cakes, had cakes, took photos..... den let YunJiang had a chance to be alone wif YongHui... they went to fetch YongHui's fren.... yup.... and sasa, xinyi and me were in the toilet doing our make-up... den the guys were sitting on the couch toking abt cars.... the feeling was like someone's ENAGEMENT! woah.... so fun! exciting! hee.... went YunJiang came back we started to take fotos in the bathtub..... haha... yeah..... was so fun u noe...esp the fotographer was sasa... heee.... den hui and xinyi went to fetch wenming.... wondering how many peepz was there.... i guess abt 13 peepz.... cool rite.... too bad ah fu din come.... so when they left, daniel started to tok abt ghosts.... was freaky la.... eeee...... liyi was practically hugging the pillow tight and hiding behind it
The Clock Strike Twelve - Bird's Birthday!
sent her sms even tot we were in the same room... hee... dun wanna interuppted them ma... they were still on the ghost stories issues.... well.... they stopped soon when xinyi,hui and wen ming came back! oh.... they bought vodka back too! hehe.... drank a few sips of nit.... well.... not very good vodka la... so it doesnt taste nice... no choice gotta mix wif sprite.... we cheered and drank.... sasa din wanna drink so WenMing helped her drank, Xinyi's drink was drank by YongHui and Liyi's portion was drank by XinDu... den we went to hang out outside the hotel coz we were too noisy la! such a big grp.... went to marina square.... trying to convince 2 guys dun go to mdm wong coz YongHui was adi tipsy.... budden he showed us break dance! i was lyke....omg.... so cool! anyway they insisted going and the rest went to one of the pub/cafe(well... doesnt really look lyke a pub to me) no one wans to haf alcohol.... was ex also la.... we were sitting there.... wart interests dan, xinyi and me was the car sounds.... yeah.... they were racing there! oh man.... i wanna go for a spiN!!!!! mainly everyone started to wear out at abt 2.45.... so yunjiang and liyi headed home as they haf work the following day....poor sweets.... dan and xinyi went back hotel to slp.... XinDu and CK gotta sent tat 2 drunk guys home....yea... they got drunk at mdm wong.... Tat 2 guys were so cute when dey were drunk....esp YongHui.... juz leave lyke laffing.... so leavin sasa,bird,hui,wenming and me... we were sho hungwee.... i din had a proper meal on sat man! it's all junkies.... so we walked down to boatquay's golden cafe to eat.... after eating....walked back to merlion.... sat there chatting....left at 6.45am caught a train home.... slept for an hour den mummy came dragging me out!!! agggrrr..... stoned for the whole morning.... got back to slp at 2 plus till 5 plus... landed my butt on my chair blogging now... oh ya... my sis is such a pig! she's been sleeping wif me the whole day... can u imagine.... and she still doesnt wan to wake up now! wat a pig!

entry getting real long! stop now... fotos were be uploaded asap.... *chucks away my keyboard*

sighs.... still cant figure out wad's wrong.... now all i can do is stone stone stone and further stone.... :(

im very very angwee now.... totally disappointed wif my comp.... been trying whole day to fix up my macromedia mx programs budden they juz failed me! damn it! deadline is next week and i havent done a single thing..... im dead now! juz take a gun and shoot into my brain! juz let me die.... how can dey (fireworks and dreamweaver) treat me lykdat.... dey want me to die! trying to cool down myself budden it's seems so impossible.... every single vurgularity i noe is flooding in my mind and juz seems to be spilling out of my mouth.... im controlling!!!!!!!! dey are juz trying to test me...... im totally freaked up now! people better stay away from me..... aggrrrrr..... *beep X10*

MY PALM REVEALED

WRIST LINES
Your Wrist Lines predict how many satisfying years you have ahead of you. The more wrist lines you have the better. You have four or more wrist lines, so you're officially drunk with happiness. Best advice for you? Share your happiness with someone else.

HEAD AND LIFE LINES
The top line is your Head Line and determines intelligence and mental strength. The bottom line is your Life Line and indicates passion. Your head and life lines touch, and your head line curves down. Your empathy and willingness to always listen are your calling cards. As a result, you have a great gift for helping others and dispensing advice. Your 'soft and fuzzy' personality can sometimes make you appear eccentric. You have little interest in seeing new places or chasing adventures. For you, relationships are the greatest adventure of all.

HEART LINE
The Heart Line determines your romantic success. Your heart line curves up, and if your life had a theme song, it would be 'Hurts So Bad.' Your sensitivity can often lead to envy and self-doubt. You're constantly seeking approval and craving the spotlight, where you feel happy and accepted.

gonna make this entry short and sweet. miss scm tutorial todae... coz i dun wanna forgo my beauty sleep... after school met joanne! omg... she lost alot of weight! walked round and had a nice chat wif her.... miss ya sweets! will meet up wif u again b4 u go back to States.... tat's all for todae.... time's up!

nuthing unusual happened todae... went orchard wif sa and boldwin.... purpose? to help boldwin get a gift for his girlfriend who has the same birthday as me!!! yeah.... August 15 is the best! bleah..... aiights.... so we juz walked and walked.... tis silly guy still cant decide wad to buy..... guess in the end he tot of buying perfume and chocolates.... oh well.... is wad the heart tat counts.... im sure wadever he give his gf will like it....
realised tat choosing a place for dinner is such a tough decision! reasoN? everyone is too "anything"..... asked where to eat? anything.... sighs..... stood outside hereen for lyke 10 mins? deciding where to eat.... isnt tat suppose to be an easy one? humm....hmmm..... so we juz walked down to centrepoint.... went to find liyi..... she was working.... so dropped say hi and i stoned outside Centrepoint Mac again..... after much "anything" arh.... in the end we walked down to PS to haf dinner at Cafe Cartel.... nice place.... had dinner and left home.... now im stoning again..... shld change my nick to stoning princess now! bleah~

finally had changed the layout of clarence's and jon's blog.... hopefully nuthing goes wrong..... hee... of all blogs i like my layout the best.... hee...
was really not in the mood today or rather since yesterday nite.... gave fma tutorial a miss.... one thing i realli need more sleep, second thing tutorial not done.... so sms hui and told her i will join dem during fma lecture..... reached school realised bird nv come school also! alamak! hui kenna pissed off... budden bird and i din ba ka one.... skipping tutorial was a last minute thingy.... anyway todae stone most of the time was quiet too.... yiwei knew sth was wrong wif me too.... budden i juz dunno how to express myself..... he was so friendly todae walked over to me and said hello, before ecm lecture still talk to me for awhile coz hui went out to make a fone call leaving me alone in the lecture hall.... came home.... dun feel like having dinner so stayed at home.... juz now stole some preserved mangoes and got chided by my mum... coz i din haf dinner and had something so acidic instead.... she was worried i can get gastric... budden im fine la.... maybe she juz dun wanna let me eat den she can eat more!!! wahaha.....

school again tomorrow sighs... MMWD deadline is getting nearer and nearer..... havent finish yet.... oh dear! can i stop being lazy!

"In prosperity our friends know us; in adversity we know our friends."
-John Churton Collins-

plenty of stuffs not done... tomorrow's tutorial like FMA and Econs.... geez.... dun haf the urge of doing it.... and worst still MMWD deadline is drawing near soon and onli 1 page is done.... left 3 more sub-categories pages.... the thought of MMWD experts just turned me off.... people lyke phyllis is adi a threat to me... doubt i can score well, maybe just a pass onli.... =(

at the rate i am focusing on my school, will i be able to maintain my A's and B's standards this semster? guess it's gonna be tough.... and if i dun pull up my socks i wun be able to compete wif those AD students.... or am i going to use my last minute skills to study? do i haf sufficient time by then? *questions keep flooding in my mind now* -sulks-

gotta go bathe now and start doing my tutorials and maybe some info search for my MMWD assignment.... lalalalala......

Sleeping position - On your side, with your knees slightly bent

If you sleep on your side with your knees very slightly bent, it shows that you are a sincere and loving person. You are sensitive, polite and gentle. You would never hurt anyone intentionally - you're too nice a person. You have a good heart, and everyone is fond of you. You get along with most people, as you see the good in them and ignore the bad. This is a rare quality. However, at times you tend to be too harsh and critical of yourself. If you make a mistake, you will brood about it for hours - or even days.

well.... quite true? =)

nothing much todae.... went zara and bought this spag. top for 6 bucks onli.... was real cheap man.... =) den bought my sandals finally!!! was realli a short trip to town got back home like 4 plus den headed to the supermarket..... i swear dun ever bring me to a supermarket.... i juz lyke to fill the trolley up wif stuffs... so i bought strawberries, cherry tomatoes, aloe vera drink, cheese, bread, mushrooms, and shampoo for myself.... justea for my sis and coke light lemon and wulong tea for my dad!!! called my sis to come over to help me carried those stuffs home... and when my parents got home realised there's a sort of relative problem happening.... sighs hate tat when it's the cause of money! im not going to care about it... not my problem also budden realli dun wanna see dad in this kind of state.... he's juz so soft-hearted sometimes.... and others juz tend to take advantage of him! >.< anyway mum gave me 50 bucks coz of those stuffs i bought at the supermarket! hee.... it's friday again! hope time passes fast in sch later! gotta help out clarence wif his blog..... ciaoZ