Surprise!~!~! da~da...heee... managed to plug in the comp again... and guess wat? IM ALL ALONE AT HOME!!!!!!!!!! yeah~~~....juz came back home from town... saw a lot of babes todae... hee... we saw until we got no mood concentrating on our studies lolx.... and i passed by Giordano and der's da picture of a guy model who's so sauve and cute....aww *drooling* opps....keke....

TANK Q SWEETIE YUN JIANG
Special thanks to yun jiang for her prezzie... it's sho sweet of u... *hugS* well...i begging u to gif me tat 1% of ma distinction??? lolx.... kiddingz.... Yun Jiang next time i prefer a cup of hot milo instead of some snacks...lolx.... aniwaes...tank q sho much.... sweetie pie....

MATHS PAPER WAS A KILLER
todae was the start of ma examination and da first paper was adi a killer... MCQ is like a ti-gam ti-gam game... and probabilities questions are so hard to figure the answers... DISTINCTION gone~ now got a B adi very happie... argh.... four more papers to go... can someone pls fasten the pace... i juz wanna get over it...

Quote of the day:
Spoon feeding in the long run teaches us nothing but the shape of the spoon

now is not study break... it's the end of todae's stardeeing session... been wasting ma whole dae on maths... tried past year paper questions... it's either i dunno how to do or i cant get da correct answers... tis time im dead... but nvm... i tried ma best to do some last minute stardeeing alreadee... maths is really trying to test my patient.... and it got da wrong person... coz in a min of anger i juz felt like burning those notes... tis semster is really so slacking... last sem we still go out and stardee at airport... but now no airport to go....everyone seems to be slacking... alrite maybe dey're stardeeing and im slacking... wat happen to me arh?
time passes so fast... it's now five plus... and ma whole dae is spent looking at figures... but anyway... i guess ma stardeeing breaks are longer den ma revision hours...haha... da temptation of da comp is alreadee one factor i cant concentrate.... wat's more wif my radio on? lolx
farking hungwee now... and sa juz told me she ate CHIPS! oh ma gawd! CHIPS! i feel like eating chips too... but lazy to go down and buy... wonder wat's godma cooking todae.... hopefully der's french beans... *drooling* opps!!! hehez.... wat abt y'all? eaten alreadee???

having a study break now... MATHS REALLY MAKES ONE GO MAD!!! now noe how to use da calculator to calculate da mean but it doesn't seems to be working on ma calculator....forget it! It's raining quite heavily at ma area here... making me so sleepy *yAwNz* nah...i can't sleep... need to put up ma socks now... gotta buck up... i can't be weak in mathematics rite? but at da current situation... i have problems wif da simple decision making theory....wat da hell is mathematical expectation man!!! hopefully maths paper on wed is as easy as abc... those dat doesn't need much thinking....hehe... i onli noe how to fantasize... it's TIME TO WAKE UP, JASMINE!!! face REALITY bah.... lolx... i feel dat im mentally and physically very tired...esp wif the shifting hse problem now.... but nvm.... i will work hard...trying ma best... im sure i can continue this rocky path all by myself! =) let me show u da twinkling spirit!!! hah....okaoka... gotta mug into books again... cya....

Quote of the day:
Nothing in life is to be feared.
It is only to be understood.

hmm....juz finished bathing.... feel so relieve now.... smell so nice... hehe.... after 39 mins of da match it's still a draw... man utd buck up! lolx... fine fine...sa sms me not long ago said she might not be free tml.... and im dead... she better be free.... if not i cannot copy her notes den really 'beautiful'... i mean fail until 'beautiful'.... i dun even noe how to use the static functions of da calculator to calculate the mean and standard deviations....sounded so tootpid rite? dun even noe how to use a calculator.... *sighz*
Stress is piling up like a mountain now... three more days to da first day of examination....and due to the tootpid sars, we gotta take our temp before going to sch and also before taking da paper... and if found wif a temp of 37.5 degrees and above, we are asked to go home immediately... is der a diff? if a person alreadee infected by sars (touched wood la) came sch alreadee den everyone in sch may be infected alreadee wat... why dun we haf an online examinations... den everyone take exams at home...hehez

Shagged Sunday
juz got back home... freaking shagged... SHIFTING HOUSE IS A DARN FREAK TIRING JOB! gotta packed those stuffs in ma current home den unpacked dem in ma new house... I DUN WANNA SHIFT HOUSE ANYMORE!!! or maybe i shld say buy new hse wif new furniture... it's 14 mins before man u match starts... and man utd gotta win spurs! i got faith in dem! KEEP GOING! GLORY MAN UTD!

Quote of the day:
Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage

alrite....der's a good news and a bad news... let's start wif sth good first...finally i redeem my m1 sunperks for $100 levis voucher...yeah....on da way to my second pair of levis jeans.... and da bad news? hp bill is here....this month is da most hardcore bill... top record i ever had... and same goes to my sis... i used a total of 1630 sms... total amt for last month is $99.36... *sigh* suddenly i felt so ignorant, imature.... din think of my parents.... dey had been working hard esp these few daes...leaving the hse early and reaching home late.... and here i had been spending their money like running water... a sense of guilt in me now... and now gotta face tis scary bill... how am i gonna pay in one lump sum... how am i suppose to tell my mum tat i spent tat much.... *sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Tiring Saturday
this whole morning busy packing up stuffs....well din tell u ppl tat i will be shifting house next saturdae...ya....such a tootpid dae...gonna reached the new house at 5am... my mum is sho supersitious... bth her... later go town later to buy my cousin's pressie... gonna buy him a MAMBO tee... freaking broke now... havent even studied todae... Maths gonna fail until very chiam...maybe tat's a lesson for not attending lectures and going SHOPPING!!! *opps* okok....gonna get change and make up and set off to town... ciao~

Quote of the day:
If one is lucky, a solitary fantasy can totally transform one million realities

silly me.... keep crying once reading tat poem...haiz.... we haf noe each ada for a year le... Happy Friends Anniversary!!! haiz... dunno wad's wrong wif me? juz onli noe how to post in ma blog but dun haf da courage to tell him how i feel... Like i say i lurve him but i willing to leave him alone as long as he's happie... i seem to be a cry baby har? such useless, timid creature of me! maybe lurving someone who doesn't lurve u is lydat de....

juz finished reading eug's blog... i felt so sad... i noe wat's he going thru but i cant juz help him thru... all i can do is hopelessly sitting here and crying to see what's he going thru... and now how i wish we were in da past.... at least i can show him i care... my heart is broken to see how he's going thru... so dear god up der... pls take really good care of him ... like wat he says....im juz one of his frens who come and go... but doesnt he really noes i would like to stay by his side... u can take away anything frm me... to give him da happiness he sure deserves... he's a nice and sweet boy who really needs someone to walk with him and accompany him... dun let him be alone... i really cant bear to see him sad... so frens out der who noe him....shower him wif care... take care of tis cutie angel... all i can do is silently be wif him, he needs me and i will be der... i maybe his past(he once said i was his best fren), but he will alwaes be my past, present and future who i alwaes lurve and care....

Quote of the day:
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything.

i finished my din!!!!!! the hunger was killing me...forcing me to cook.....hehe....now so full.... giving up on doing maths...later den try again... it's so freaking bored now....he nv online coz his sis using sia.... der's sch later in the morning... shld i go for webp tutorial? hmm.... im so slack.... exams coming but i juz dun gif it a damn... and im not really tat kind who can absorb as much as a sponge....got poor memory sia.... someone SAVE me!!! any kind souls der to gimme tuition???

haiz....im dead tis time.... todae tried doin past year Maths paper...onli noe 1/4 of it....tis time gonna die until very jialat... all the questions are frm the last few chapters...and damn it... i din attend those lectures....haiz.... noe nuts abt those topics... and im sho hunkwee now....still hesitating whether shld i cook mee... and tat bloody alt tag of the pic..... haiz....juz forgot to put a close inverted coma den everything went wrong....cant even edit tat post also.... so stressed.... :(

Quote of the Day:
If you can't be the moon, be a tiny star.
But be the best tiny star in the sky.

yuppies....manage to upload another foto...this was taken like last year... at Dover MRT Station...well....all of us kinda like this foto...and we gonna take another one at the same spot after the building is fully built... sounds quite crazy rite? lolx... well, i'll try to get u all some more fotos.... and i realli hate tat scrollbar man....spoilt the whole beauty of my blog.... :(

Purplish Manina
PURPLISH fever!!! i haf asked dem to paint the study room wif light purple and now wif the roman blinds in dark magenta on...awww....i simply love it! i haf juz chose da rite color... u noe there's one says: "Purple in a child's room is said to help develop the imagination according to color theory." Hence, choosing purple for da best as it spurs our imagination when we are studying...lolx... hmmm...another fact i found out is Richard Wagner composed his operas in a room with shades of violet, his color of inspiration. isn't tat amazing? der's this one...The Egyptian queen Cleopatra loved purple. To obtain one ounce of Tyrian purple dye, she had her servants soak 20,000 Purpura snails for 10 days. er...im not such an ardent lover yet??? :P There's even this poem called purple cow..... everything is so purplish....muahahaa....and i guess it's time for me to get some purple clothes!!! :X

Purple Cow
I've never seen a purple cow
I never hope to see one
But I can tell you anyhow
I'd rather see than be one

-Gelett Burgess-

.:twinkle:.
P.S i have temporaily removed the pics coz dey are too big... i asked bird to scan again den post it up again! sorrie for the disappointment...hehz

Quote of the day:
Where does the violet tint ends and the orange tint begins?
Distinctly we see the difference of the colors, but where exactly does the one first blending enter into the other.
So with sanity and insanity.

From the left: Yun Jiang, Birdie, Me!, Sasa, XinYi, Hui & LiYi
Yesterdae i opted for year 2's module... i opted for E-business Management(ebm)... erm....so sad....this semster is ending soon...all of us will be separated soon....everyone will longer be in da same class....sob :`) There's a picture above and tat's a RARE collection coz tis i da onli foto wif the 7 of us... It is taken at Hendrix on 14 Feb, Tat's V-DAY! The POWER OF SEVEN...LOL

Dilemma
erm... im caught in between... i realised i still liked tat previous guy.... remembering da good old days.... early in the morning eating wif home cook spag.... watching sunset and gazing stars at bedok jetty... those are sweet sweet moments.... i believe in my entire life, there WONT be another guy as sweet as him.... ei....i tink there will be la...:p
.:twinkle:.

Quote of the day:
Off all the blossoms in life's garden, friendship is the most fragrant.

todae ma mood is bad... i kinda movin backwards while he moves front... da fear is der...wad fear is tat? i had no idea... maybe it's da fear of hurt..he knew something was wrong but i juz merely told him tat he think too much alreadee...and he realli meant my words... ma heart feel bad but ma mind told me it's alrite... i'm juz a fren to him he wun feel da hurt... but am i rite? can someone please tell me? i juz dun wanna him to treat me sho good... he shouldn't treat me sho good... im not worth it...
.:twinkle:.

Quote of the day:
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.